For what seems like a rare motivation, I'm actually going to update this damn thing.
Well I digress, all is stable, I wouldn't say good, but stable describes it. Now, what's been up since my last journal entry? ALOT. Firstly I'm just going to say that I am a fool. Probrobly worse, but for my own dignity, I'll leave it at that I decided to ruin to best relationship I will possibly ever have, TWICE!!! And haven't quite felt the same ever since, but we all know that I am not deserving of her, not one bit. I count myself lucky to have her as faint friend, but I do not see this continuing for long at all. Next, I am finally going to move my ass